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Dec. 30th, 2004 @ 09:32 pm
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All i want for christmas...is a "free ride in as passenger card"...woot. LOL
Hmm it was decent. I drove and drove...and hey...look at my mile counter "500+" in 1 day :) yippee. I love christmas. Christmas weekend i toped out over 1,500. It was great..me and my truck should've been drinking buddies that weekend. I really needed it. Sam's family was cool..I liked meeting them. Although i accidently spit the word balls out at the dinner table it wasn't half bad at all. I will go into more detail after i get back from Denny's. |
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People at the apartment place are pissing me off...its been 2 weeks but the past week the app has sat on the manager's desk and after 2-3 calls she still hasn't called me back. Anyways i am really proud of this short essay i had to write. Read up:
Good character gives a personality with foundation for better relationships with others. First, it means to act in a manner that is honorable, courageous, compassionate and ethical. For example, good character acts compassionate towards others showing he or she listens to what others views or opinions might be. Good character will openly show kindness to poor or ill health people without having trying to make an impression on an audience. Secondly, Good character shows courage in showing his or her own opinion even when there are many with their own that are different, but he or she is still showing consideration and respect for them. For example, it takes courage to say things that could remain quiet and then do something about it. When he or she has a reputation of having good character people will tend treat them with trust and admiration. It will increase their self-esteem and self-respect allowing them to feel good about one’s own-self and enjoy life as well as others around his or her good character. Thirdly, Good character shows loyalty to his or her companions. For example, show the unwillingness to back out of a deal that showed more compassion to a buyer than needed is showing loyalty to his or her word. Again, Good character like being loyal gives he or she self-respect and self-esteem. Finally, Good character is important to us all in maintaining a good position in society and even a favorable opinion of he or she with good character. A bad reputation can affect he or she self-confidence to succeed and in relationships with others. A person being considered trustworthy provides benefits from the way people deal with he or she, and also gives he or she a good reputation among people. The only bad thing that can be said about having good character is that it will almost boost his or her self-esteem too high. |
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how can the president pass this???
1-million dollars for the coca cola space science center???OKAY COCA cola...most popular drink world wide can't afford 1 million dollars????
1-million dollars to research pork waste energy okay ..who wants to pump pork poop into their cars?
25,000 dollars to reasearch mexican music? GO TO FREAKIN MEXICO ! |
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Its just a matter of days now..until we found out if we get the apartment or not. I just watched Matrix Revolutions for the 1st time. It was good..it kinda gave me hope for what happens if we get it or not. Its for the best. Its the movie it gave me this kinda hope...I'd sorta think it as wisdom though. Me I want the apartment, but you know something could've happened later that maybe later i'd regret it.
---Tom Ramble Arena---its late give me a break..lol read if you want to.
Heck you can't really admit that ALL things happen for reason. Bad Choices do exist. People screw up. Do you really think that 9/11 happened for a reason. Nothing like that amount of destruction of lives and justice happens for a reason. Its jus like millions of jews in WW2 they didn't desverve that.There wasnothing good about it. Killing of innocent people..nothing prideful of that....and the Isalmic prophets that provoke that kind of thing. God have mercy on them because if it were up to me...I couldn't make that kind of decision...I have too much anger and wouldn't know when to quit. Ordering young and old to commit suicide in the process of killing innocent people for a God oh wait they call it martyrism. What kind of Holy thing is that! Holy war? Well you sure ain't knocking on my door telling me how good your God is. Shouldn't in somehow someway be fighting for peace. I don't see any common sense in it all. That kind of goal and way letting the world know who and what you are..its senseless its doomed. Someone is bound to come down a drop a few bombs on ya. Okay yes they preach suicide is bad and in christian terms i can relate to its sinful to them, but if you goto a teacher or leader or prophet whatever you wanna call it..you can be forgiven and you can go kill yourself. Whoopie. Its that easy. Maybe some more convert to Isalm....j/k. Gosh sorry. And if you ain't the up and up look iranian religion anything to do with current. They really believe in this. Martyr's are worshiped there. They have associations dedicated to them and Temple's to where you can pray to their picture. Son's are told ot be martyr's themselves just like their daddy's. WIDOWED Mother's pray also for their son to die jus like their husband. It ain't right to tell someone hey strap 6 sticks of dynamite and run at this intersection wait for traffic and kill yourself especially to a 14 year old kid. |
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I saw Joe not too long ago i have to do this thing he said to do on his post
Get a book open it to page 23 and post the text from the second sentence here's mine from "Hero in the Shadow's" by David Gemmell.
"Your profits from smuggling are nothing to do with me"
Anyways love you guys i need to find my phone to find that apartment guy
Nov. 11th, 2004 @ 05:53 pm
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Hrm...this weekend couldn't been worse. I lost a friend..probably forever. Oh well...but what makes it even worse..the details i will go into on here is that i lost 3 good good cd's...Jimmy Hendrix's Greatest...The Clash Greatest...and the not so good cd made by Green Day my favorite band in the world which would finish my collection. Piss Ant. This week is gonna be really crappy pay $50-$100 if i am lucky. And I need $250 by next weekend for the apt. Keith is supposed to call me and i need Sam to call me asap. Falling apart ain't so bad...but i will hold out as long as possible. check this out. www.illwillpress.com/vault.html it'll bring the young gun back into ya. *sniff* God i want that apartment help me get it will you :) anyone!
Nov. 3rd, 2004 @ 06:48 pm
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I wish i had the time and even found someone worth being with. Its jus heartbreaking. Seems lately if i think about it. Just seems like the me i used to be is falling apart like even my punk self that i loved so much is not there anymore although all punk must pass at some point if you live in america and go anywhere in life, but i will always remember greenday that'll never go away.
Oct. 28th, 2004 @ 01:29 am
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don't u hate it when that happens. well i remembered why the way i am. to start it off i do love my family..there all good people. It started with the divorce of my 1st parents when i was 4. My dad lied to me saying he was going camping and i couldnt go with him. God that hurt for years as a kid. Its not something to take to gently as a kid. From then on though i've never ever wanted a divorce in my life. It wasn't for that in my family I'd probably been a real slut my whole life. I hate it..i really hate it. For years trying to protect your mom from getting hurt from guys. It never worked. She always ened up getting hurt. I finally got sick of it.
Moved off to my dads when i was 13. For awhile it sucked I felt abused first year or 2. My dad had a anger problem. Its got alot better though. It didn't affect me not life long bad memories that much but at the time it was not so great. Anyways to get to part i hate the most is where as holidays there's 200 freakin family members. You goto different places and people all kinda stare at ya and your like..uh i know your face but i haven't seen you in like 5 freakin years whats your name again.
The numbers...should start giving out numbers instand of Names
To be exact atm i got 10 grandma's/grandpa' 50 uncle's/aunts 2 step brothers one i only seen a few times other once(but heard about from a friend kinda odd)cousins...eh..i stoped counting around 300.
So i stoped listening to them. I started being independent i was tired of having everyone telling me what i should do in my life. And a pain in the butt listening to family decide what you should do. I haven't had a best friend in the family ever. I've tried mizzilions of times. Chris was cool except he ignored me alot after i got him into trouble when I wreck my bike into his and almost killed myself. Nathan and Rayn too far away..Iowa...Tony real cool snowboarder..now future minister..and..:/ i dunno.
To the conclusion i don't think i can deal my family very well anymore. Telling them i am moving out. Gah...I swear i will have all 10 grandma's and grandpa's yelling down my throat..and half the aunts and uncles..screw them...pft i want my own life. I am better on my own than listening to all their crap. Better individual than a team player of people who don't even know each other. *sigh* Maybe see everyone saturday. Sorry for the long post..btw if you didn't know yet i might be moving to tulsa with sam.
Oct. 26th, 2004 @ 09:07 pm
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Although I probably wouldn't read it anyways. Maybe the FAQ{frequently asked questions..man that'd be probably longer than the book itself.) in the back :). I've posioned myself twice in the past 3 days man does it hurt except this time i accidently swalllowed some. I can't wait til me and razell get a apartment together in tulsa great times cause nice guys finish last - greenday. Some men are jus tortured by love like myself. Its been 7 monrhs and i am still thinking of this 1 freakin girl. Rawr,...I love everyone though. Not much to post about. One of my worst grades is in Politics in America the worst most boring book on earth. oh well. I got Anarchy Online recently good game. Can't think of anything to say i am still in pain from the posion. Err..I got $200 from my dark age of camelot accounts i sold. lalala i should post sometime when i am more ina healthy condition. Reply back anyone. Enemy or Friend i love ya. If i ever decide to knock anyone out its for their own good. Kinda like that lady next door to 22 she needs a knock out..she's insane.
Oct. 25th, 2004 @ 06:29 pm
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| » I THINK I LOVE HER DEFINITLEY MAYBE SHE MEANS THAT MUCH TO ME |
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*sings* oh my god my life is a.d.v.e.n.t.u.r.e but yet so PREDICTABLE!
hmmm...playing a lil video game...."Hey aaron do your laundry"...*hit pause* throw clothes in...*start*..lalala 3 hours later...pull clothes out of dryer...out falls my phone!....*beep* *beep* *beep* NOTICE THIS POST HAS BEEN EDITED BY MOMS AGANIST DRUNK DRIVERS. So ya phone is fucked so anyone calling i can't answer. And i might need your #'s back so if you dare me to call ya ever again reply plz cause you i know love ya all. Keep'in touch with ya... well tink' about it...will keep me in touch with myself. Caussssse you all make me myself. :) Wow go Tom with the Emo. LOL
-Today WIERD-
show up late at 10a.m Bear no where in site i went to his house he was jus driving around working at this place on a dozzer for $14/hr.. I pulled up and he stopped and we went to work with me. :/ 72yr old man operating a dozzer from 6a.m ...Gez We went and did our normal thing, but what sucks is we are going to have to find some other work to do probably. Which shouldn't be hard it jus the feeling that sucks.
Get home go out to the park to do some running my sister tags along. We do a mile me with 5 wieghts. Get done with that..Alyssa feels sick so she stays behind while i go do what i think is another. Along way the trail splits into 3 different trails u can take. I take Trail E...it turns into 3.1 miles....partly wooded...in which i get lost and end up doing a extra 2 miles = 5.1 miles. Ok so i walked 2 when i got lost, but still it sucked. During that it started getting darked i was pissed cause i knew what was happening...my sister was freaking cuz it was gettin dark and i hadn't showed up so she would try and call for help or she was getting kidnipped already..cause this was a really bad part of town. Gangs hanged out right next to the park. So i get nervous/angry and start trying to bum a ride to my car 2 miles away before she does anything dum and gets my parents invovled. I sprint once i find the trail again cause ya..this in the bad part of town..no one gave me a ride. I don't blame them though.Guess what she did..exactly what i thought she did..called my parents!!! 2 seconds before i got there. So we go down the road to my house looking for my dad's car ready to honk any second if i saw him...great can't see a green or purple car at nite! Ended up getting home no one there..and didn't see him along the way. It all ended into total crap and everyone laughed but it was too freakin stressing. Good God my step mom didn't know about it thats what i was really afraid of..she didn't find out til me and my dad was sitting laughing after talking about what happened.
Sep. 27th, 2004 @ 09:00 pm
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Trying to get sam to come up next week with me to okc. and go down to party this weekend might be fun...don't think i'll do anything tho there. i dunno.. :/
[x] been drunk
[x] smoked pot
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[ ] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped
[x] shoplifted
[x] been fired
[x] been in a fist fight (believe it or not)
[x] had sex
[ ] had a threesome - kissing or otherwise
[x] snuck out of your parent's house
[ ] been arrested.(sortative haven't..depends on what u mean)
[x] made out with a stranger.
[x] stole something from your job.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[x] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend (usually for there own good)
[x] had a crush on a teacher
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
[ ] been to europe
[x] skipped school
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[x] lost your sibling
[ ] played 'clue'
[ ] had a sleepover party
[x] went ice skating(on a date ya)
[ ] dropped x
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf
[ ] been cheated on
[x] had a sweet sixteen
[ ] had a quinceanera (huh, again?)
[x] had a car
[x] drove
Do you...
[ ] have a bf
[ ] have a gf
[x] have a crush.
[ ] feel loved
[ ] feel lonely
[ ] feel happy
[x] hate yourself
[x] think you're attractive
[x] have a dog
[x] have your own room
[ ] listen to rap
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[x] listen to techno.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[ ] paint your nails
[x] have more than 1 best friend
[x] get good grades
[ ] play an instrument (not yet, anyway)
[x] have slippers
[x] wear boxers
[ ] wear black eyeliner
[x] like the color blue.
[ ] like the color yellow (sometimes)
[ ] cyber
[ ] claim
[x] like to read
[x] like to write
[ ] have long hair
[x] have short hair
[x] have a cell phone
[ ] have a laptop
[ ] have a pager
Are you...
[ ] ugly
[x] pretty
[ ] ok
[x] bored
[ ] happy
[ ] bilingual
[x] caucasian
[ ] black
[ ] mexican
[ ] asian
[ ] short.
[x] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[ ] sick.
[x] a virgin.
[ ] lazy.
[x] single.
[ ] taken.
[ ] looking
[x] not looking
[x] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[x] scared to die
[x] tired. (sore)
[ ] sleepy.
[ ] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[ ] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[ ] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic.
[ ] racist.
s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: No.
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: Whatever's at hand.
3. what are you most scared of?: Hmm God.
5. who is the last person that called you?: Uhh. My dad.
6. where do you want to get married?: Far far away from my mom
7. how many buddies are online right now?: too many i don't care.
8. what would you change about yourself?: Nothing.I am who i am so i am happy with myself i guess.
f a v o r i t e s
1. color: blue
2. food: ANything
3. boys names: Tom
4. girls names: Something saucy. Babe-a
5. subjects in school: STuff. Government. History. Technological stuff.
6. animals: cats.
h a v e y o u e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: ya
2. smoked?: ya
3. bungee jumped?: no
4. made yourself throw up?: no
5. skinny dipped?:ya
6: ever been in love?: ya
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: ya
8. pictured your crush naked?: No.
9. actually seen your crush naked?: No.
10. cried when someone died?: ya
11. lied: ya
12. fallen for your best friend?: ...Ya he freakin triped me.
13. been rejected?: Ya
14. rejected someone?: ya
15. used someone?: no
16. done something you regret?: ya..sortative i don't like regreting anything so i hardly would do something i would.
c u r r e n t
clothes: white socks...pants..
music: My dad laughing...sorry i gotta laugh at that..lol!
make-up: Red lipstick...mmmm
annoyance: the sound to the IM's
smell: banana's.
favorite group: SG girls
desktop picture: something from star trek lol
book youre reading: Biology Dynamics of life!
in cd player: none its going back to the manufactor for a new one
in dvd player: None
color of toenails: plain
l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: uh..myself.
hugged: i can't remember
you imed: My sister
you yelled at: My boss
you kissed: Meggy
a r e | y o u
understanding: Nope!
open-minded: Not one dam bit
arrogant: i don't know what that meanss.....
insecure: Whatever
interesting: if you like...it...uh huh thats the way uh huh i like it..
random: Hey baby...whatcha you wanna do tonite...*meow*
hungry: no.
smart: If i am not i really wouldn't care.. but i try.
moody: Nah. Moodswings between happy and boredom ya.
hard working: Ya
organized: Have you seen my rooms?
healthy: No.
shy: No
difficult: ya.
attractive: If you call a llama attractive...then yes....
bored easily: no jus easily ammused.
messy: If you call brown stains messy then ya...OMG THAT WAS NASTY LOL
obsessed: yes
R A N D O M
In the morning i am: Trying desperately to wake up
all i need is: A weekend and some gas money.
love is: sorta fun...hehe
i dream about: alot of wierd things u don't wanna know
o p p o s i t e s e x
what do you notice first: hair.
worst question asked: ??is there a question?? i dunno
makes you laugh the most: My boss
makes you smile the most: ..*cry*
who has a crush on you: if it was a crush i wouldn't know
d o y o u e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: No.
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: nah
wish you were younger: Wish i could go back sometimes..ya
cried because someone said something to you?: Afterwards ya.
N u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: ...4 5.
of hearts i have broken: ...i don't know. i wish none.
of guys ive kissed: 1.
of girls ive kissed: 7.
of continents i have lived on: 1
of tight friends: 4.
of cds owned: 100.
of scars on my body: alot.
F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out?: Sometimes
2. gold or silver: silver
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: White Castle
7. favorite cartoon/anime?: One piece
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: Pancakes biscuits and gravy
10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: Nobody.
11. could you live without your computer?: Ya
12. would you color your hair? YES OH YES I WISH I COULD
13. could you ever get off the computer?: at command
14. habla espanol? No.
15. how many people are on your buddy list?: 12
16. drink alcohol? Ya sometimes
Sep. 17th, 2004 @ 08:02 pm
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my dream last nite..was pretty darn wierd. Gerran was giving away free excerise equipment. the Ball you can do anything on the ball and it'll improve your sexual performance!!! lol whats up with that. Got all this other free stuff too. It was wierd. There was a whole group of them with a semi truck. I got a free drink pen. etc
Sep. 15th, 2004 @ 10:01 pm
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It seems friends come and go. Some are my best best friends one day and the next ..i call em they say they'll call back..dont' hear from them for a month..then oddly their moms call me leaving wierd messeges on my voice mail. :P. I don't know. Besides that. Lets see. I was thinking alot yesterday probably more than i should've. Anyone else ever have that problem? I was seriously thinking about talking to gerran and getting back together. I really realized then how much i LOVED her. Gosh i always wanted to be there for her. Still do...ahh. I can't do that. I am tired of being too nice of a guy and a sucker. My heart's broke enough already couldn't live the rest of my life with a broken heart still in a relationship with her. Back to studying for exam's.
Sep. 14th, 2004 @ 11:27 am
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Sorry i couldn't come down this weekend everybody i had to work this weekend...i am sooo sore my whole body hurts from work..12 hours non stop literally almost but to get a drink of water ya know...we'd chop a limb off ..use a pulley to bring it down i'd get my saw saw it to bits then hall it off faster than a marathon runner..come back repeat..for 12 hours. I am a tired mule..and i still got homework..weee i love america..:(. I wish Sam could get a job. I really care about that guy i don't know. I think i am obsessed with his brain..lol JK. I'd help him out with ANYTHING...rawr he's such a cool dude too, but before anyone goes to think i am in love with that guy i'll stop here. We coulda used some help today even 1 person maybe would've helped. About 6 o'clock p.m chainsaw quit so i had to hall off them limbs at anywhere from 200 pds to 2 tons out of the way. Eventually there was so many pilled up we' had to quit until tomorrow when we have 2 chainsaw's were running again. What was funny when 3 of us got on the pulley to bring down this limb that was close to 3 tons..it came off..we had grabbed hold I was at the back of the 3(BAD IDEA I SHOULD BE AT FRONT*strongest*) the 2 in front shot off there feet and feel off...i went to skidding on my toes and almost went up with them...i held on though but when they came off the rope wrapped around my hand 5 times almost ripped my wrist off and i went skidded right into the tree ..but i still held on lol...then the limb crash on my left arm....ow but didnt' take me down it jus scrapped it, ya that was the funnest part after that only cool thing was John up in the tree had eagles circling him about to attack cause there was 2 eagles nest in the tree.
Sep. 4th, 2004 @ 07:45 pm
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Apparently with lack of sleep..comes the lack of a immune system. I sneezin everywhere after i got to my class tuesday in english..i had to rush to make before the 10 minute tardy/absence rule, but all in all after english i went home after turning my homework for my other classes. Went over to Merv's passed out for a hour or 2. Then came home so no one would know i missed em. I am sick..still after 12 hours of sleep. Going in for more...weeee nite nite while the magic school buses flies around in my body killing all the disesased cells....*blink blink*.
Tom-Killing cells Is Fun!
Aug. 31st, 2004 @ 11:59 am
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I came to work..barfin out my lungs...one eye open and 0% of brain function. Only had 30 minutes of sleep i park my truck in the office parking lot. Hoping to get some shut eye before the boss arrives.....*yawn* *stretch* crank back the seat...churn churn churn churn *cough* goes the disel truck engine...honk honk ..i didn't close my eyes but 2 seconds...rawr..i hop of my truck with every effort of energy and anger left in me..time to get to work....okay that worked for minutes until my eyes wouldn't stay open lol...well i worked mopely around for a bit mowing all the front lawns of the park. then about 10 o clock we went in to the cafe for some coffee as we usually do on not so busy days. the coffee helped..atleast then my eyes would stay open. We went to work on a tree. Bear go the chain saw and started sawing part of it while i readied a chain and tied it around the tree connected it the back of the truck undearneath the body....revved the engine and gunned it....timber!!! pumble pumble pumble....it collaspes on the house....did i have the energy to react?..No.I jus got out and started helping..then i chained it up again the pulled the tree off before anyone saw it. It was kinda funny..bear threw a fit. All in all i mowed 20 lawns again in a day and that tree. I drank some redbull at 2..it lasted til 6p.m when i got in my truck..feel asleep a few times on the road home...its a 30 minute drive. Not a bad bad..day..but a unusual one.
Tom
Aug. 30th, 2004 @ 07:05 pm
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Sorry i haven't updated this in so long. Let me start i've started college on my criminal justice degree..i know some of you m\ght be laughing at this, but what i am n pursuit of is a Law degree which only a requires a bachlor's n any subject plus 9 credit hours of accounting. College is too easy..almost for most i suspect than highschool. You have more time for this other than sleep/ and maybe a 15 hr week job. Alot more time, but anyways the whole Gerran thing I've called her a few more times in the past month. We're just friends. Always will be. Never more. End of it all. I couldn't ever give her another chance. She'll probably regret it later. Almost know she will be everyone makes there mistakes i know I have...alot its life lessons. Also I met this girl Meagon last nite dude..whata cute girl. I don't think it was the beer talkin either. We talked for awhile, but then Mike came in. I can't be mean to the guy much less than other of my friends unless its serious. At this moment i am not in a serious time in my life and i don't want to be really. Enough serious things are going on now. My grandparents are all in bad health. 2 have been in the hospital this past month. Gerran was a serious relationship as we all know and but it was highschool bullshit a little less drama than most because hey we are all un-normal here ok..maybe her dad added a little drama. Pussy. Hehe. Dude this weekend was what i needed. Really whole last week i was having nightmares about killing my stepfather. I hate him so much. I've almost cried? Why ? Cry over hate? I don't understand it. Maybe cause its I know i won't kill him. I love my mom so much. I've drawn up even massive plan of escape from him...which one day i'll save to the day she'll need it if possible. I know i am crazy but she' is in ill health since the day they was married. Stress level increased. Her diabetic sugar levels drop maybe 3 times a week. All I can say about the future is I hope college goes well. Maybe seen Meagon again. Have more fun at Sam's. Grandparents get beter..i wish i could say stay healthy...I hope my parents stay on this earth these next couple of years. I know my dad is not the greatest but he's cool enough sometimes. I've learned to deal with it a bit. He's kicked me out once this summer I don't think i told yal about that..I forgot what happened but he said i'd end up like the scum of okc and some crap. Oh ya...i told him he lied to me about something and he wouldn't admit it. It was something dum..something about the computer. :/ o well Huh..Oh ya well anyways if anyone ever needs a place to stay in okc.. I got a place..not at my dads....halfway empty apartment.
Aug. 29th, 2004 @ 12:49 am
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woke up and was thinking of video game on computer but as soon as i sat down...i thought of a lil something..left in my heart.
Gerran---
Sup?...I been going threw some ruff things this summer without you but i don't want to tell ya all bout that rite now until end of summer..to see if things get better. I'll always love you girl jus to let ya know..if you ever need anything 10..20 yrs down the line you ever show up at my doorstep no matter the circumstances i'd help you out even if meant me sacrificing my own meals for a month. I've done it before.well its like 2a.m and i had to get this off of me...before it got worse =(. i miss you...but i am just afraid to see you rite now. Alot of things have been going on. Almost ready to go apply for college and get back into school this fall. I'd give it all up jus to go back with you.
Jul. 1st, 2004 @ 02:16 am
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Boring weekend but hey i got some SLEEP :) w00t thank god finally :) I miss big big big pillow mmmmm *lick*. oh the anatomny of tongue and check mmmmm...oh sorry :p whats up ! i forgot u guys were reading heh i did good on act hopefully i can goto nsu next year. woot college...sorry but i don't want to be jus the average american who all he/she has is a highschool diplomia. Great stuff...went back to okc saturday nite so i could sleep in sunday. Felt so good. I hope everyone else is doing ok..i turned my cell off. :D don't jus love ignore world button sometimes. I needed it. Going doctor tomorrow check out this thumb i broke thursday. It hurts right in the middle whenever i grip something.
Jun. 13th, 2004 @ 07:21 pm
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